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i dont no y i feel lone... i hav got wat ever i want till today.. but still i feel no one is there for me.. upto today i have got 10 girls who loved me.. n still i have 2 girls who love me more than thier sole.. but i dont feel tat i love them.. i tried to show tat i love them .. now i hav got tired of it.. how can i explain them that i dont love them.. how can i hurt both of them oh god how horrible life is i have proposed some girls but they all refused.. i dont know y now im searching for some one whos realy good to start a life with me ...but the question is will i be able to get some one who is realy good

EVE LYRICS

"Love Is Blind"

Hey, yo I don't even know you and I hate you
See all I know is that my girlfriend used to date you
How would you feel if she held you down and raped you?
Tried and tried, but she never could escape you
She was in love and I'd ask her how? I mean why?
What kind of love from a nigga would black your eye?
What kind of love from a nigga every night make you cry?
What kind of love from a nigga make you wish he would die?
I mean shit he bought you things and gave you diamond rings
But them things wasn't worth none of the pain that he brings
And you stayed, what made you fall for him?
That nigga had the power to make you crawl for him
I thought you was a doctor be on call for him
Smacked you down cause he said you was too tall for him, huh?
That wasn't love, babygirl you was dreamin'
I could have killed you when you said your seed was growin' from his semen

[1] - Love is blind, and it will take over your mind
What you think is love, is truly not
You need to elevate and find

[Repeat 1]

I don't even know you and I'd kill you myself
You played with her like a doll and put her back on the shelf
Wouldn't let her go to school and better herself
She had a baby by your ass and you ain't giving no help
Uh-huh big time hustler, snake motherfucker
One's born everyday and everyday she was your sucker
How could you beat the mother of your kids?
How could you tell her that you love her?
Don't give a fuck if she lives
She told me she would leave you, I admit it she did
But came back, made up a lie about you missing your kids
Sweet kisses, baby ain't even know she was your mistress
Had to deal with fist fights and phone calls from your bitches
Floss like you possess her, tellin' me to mind my business
Said that it was her life and stay the fuck out of it
I tried and said just for him I'll keep a ready clip

[Repeat 1 (2x)]

I don't even know you and I want you dead
Don't know the facts but I saw the blood pour from her head
See I laid down beside her in the hospital bed
And about two hours later, doctors said she was dead
Had the nerve to show up at her mother's house the next day
To come and pay your respects and help the family pray
Even knelt down on one knee and let a tear drop
And before you had a chance to get up
You heard my gun cock
Prayin' to me now, I ain't God but I'll pretend
I ain't start your life but nigga I'mma bring it to an end
And I did, clear shots and no regrets, never
Cops comin' lock me under the jail
Nigga whatever my bitch, fuck it my sister
You could never figure out even if I let you live
What our love was all about
I considered her my blood and it don't come no thicker

i hate the life.....

I have been the good guy all along. I have always tried my best. I have been good to all my family and friends. but the life seems to take a revenge. The revenge of a crime i never did. Im not innocent. but I just cant understand why I had to go through all this. Am I so evil? God doesnt seem to listen to my heart. He doesnt seem to see whats happening. they say He never puts a burden which is too much for a soul. Does that mean I am capable of going through this? No! I cant. Im tired. Im helpless. Why do they call it life when one struggles towards death? I know im not living. All I can be sure is I will die. And Im slowly proceeding to it. And the journey seems to be worse than perhaps the death itself. God! why? why me? Nothing seems to be alright in my entire journey to death. thats why I hate this thing they call life...

life

‘Spider-Man 3’ Synopsis: Things seem to be looking up for Peter Parker as he is managing to balance his life as both Spider-Man and his personal life. His relationship with Mary Jane has blossomed and Peter has decided to propose to her. Unfortunately, life is never easy for Peter as his former best friend Harry Osborn has developed super technology and become the 'New Goblin' in an effort to avenge his father’s death. To make matters worse, an escaped convict is transformed after an accident into the invincible 'Sandman' (amazing CGI effect work), and he teams up with another villain called Venom to try to target and destroy Spider-Man.
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tis film is a one of great film that i have watched
its realy cooooooooool!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saawariya

‘Saawariya’ is a love story between two youngsters – a Hindu boy and a Muslim girl. The film’s tagline says: “Her world was the wait for love. His was the wait for her love. What echoed was...Saawariya.”
u all can comment on about this film .....
in tis film the actor is a show off guy.... i also wud like to be like him kekekekekekeke cooooooooool ya!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yesterday was boring day.........
came office around 7.10am and was busy in work till 2.30.
after tat went the home and took a big rest, had a nice sleep of 4hr....
at.8.00 went to meet a close buddy, had a cycle round with him, around 9.00 had a coffee with some of close buddies... at same time got a call from some of office guys ... they invite me a coffee and was with them around 10.50. had great talk with them discussing about life problems and girls.......oh!!!!!!!! we even dnt know how time goes around 12.40 i was back in home n slept....

the lie.......>>>>
Woke up this morning
Trying hard to hide my melancholy
I joined you for breakfast
And we continued our lie

Every day it is similar
You are cheery
And so am I
Our terrible lie

Can you imagine a time
When we awoke and did not speak
Realizing our moods would cause tension
Tension caused by too little life?

I do wish sometimes
As I leave for work sullenly
Dreading the day already
Weeping far within

The lie, terrible and unending
Would cease to be
And I would know the real you
And you the real me

But, the lie drags on for now
For it is not written in the stars
And perhaps it will never be
I am my own companion

The dreaded truth
Gathered in a lifetime
Sentenced for an eternity
Realized too late

tis is meeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!
coooooooooool ya!!!
tis is a pic of our office trip... had a fun .. still wud like to have a trip...
i always likes to be with friends coz i think they cares me alot .... i thank my all friends for been so nice to me

when i was young i cries to get my parents love....
lately i tries to get girls love......
bt i always fail in love.....
hmmm!!! wats wrong with me..???
i think im much sexier than others ...
oh!!!!!!!! than i shud get more...
bt ... they hate me...
coz i dnt do love with them like others
i mean i didnt lie them ......
i always like the truth...!!!!
tats y i loose all...
eh!!!!!! is tat my fault???
i dont think sooooooooo
do you think tat i shud lie .....
i hate the lovers coz of tat..
most of the lovers are liers...
so i dnt trust lovers word
coz as their hobby they goes on lying...
Lovers R HORRIBLE IN LIFE.................